June 09, 2007
not knowing is the problem
I've been doing way too much thinking lately. My mind is racing. It's like I don't know what to do anymore. There's too many things to do at once.
This Jake thing is getting weirder. So I had this crush on him but he was my manager so I wasn't allowed to date him. And now everyone that I've talked to had been like why don't you call him up and ask him out now?
I had not thought of this idea.
And now I'm thinking about it.
But it was would be weird, no? I mean I'm assuming that this is a difficult time for him since he was just fired.
I was thinking I'd wait at least until the first of July to do anything. If I should decide to do anything.
Plus he's 30. Not that it's a bad thing but a lot of people have been like, how can you have a crush on a 30 year old? I don't know. He's cute and I can have an intelligent conversation with him.
But now I'm thinking too much about this.
I need some sleep.
abbeylou at 6:02 p.m.